11.10

I woke up early..it was 5 am and I sat at the kitchen table and I let the world sit in. 8 years is a short time and a long time at the same time…8 years since the last time that day was a great day…8 years since the countdown to 4.5 started. i feel it inside today…it sits on the tip of my tongue and im scared it will come rushing out of my body. 8 years and now…. i have come a long ways in the last years but have done it but hiding my feelings and trying not to feel anything…who am I?  what have I become….8 years and I I I miss her still…

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