It is a feeling where you want to just burn everything that you touch, It is a feeling where the fucks are not being given out to anyone, It is a feeling where you do not feel ok and maybe you just do not care anymore. It is a feeling that I hate and a feeling that I have felt better, it is an old friend who has not been around in a while. I sit and I wait for it to whisper what it wants done but so far that feeling has not said anything to me. I wake up in the morning and I go to sleep feeling the same way. I would like to say that love is something that I need but it is not, instead what I need is just someone to be there and not let me think. I am tired and after years of feeling like all I have done is run, I just want to stop. maybe the nightmares for everyone will stop..maybe the dreams that we all had once will come back, I know that life is not built on maybe but maybe is all we can hold on to for now.